Mourning in the heart

There is nothing more difficult to wake up every morning remembering that who both have loved has died, that is gone forever. Don't know how to deal with the loneliness, do not know what will happen with your life, because you never expect overnight you can lose to whom both housewives.

"We were very happy, our talks were of large and small things, everything seemed to have importance for it, and so i transmitting. Tapeworms goodness for all that you needed, today it is very sad knowing that you are no longer. Don't know how I can overcome your death, or if i can achieve this… They say that little by little over the stages of grief, but now I just want to cry when I remember you."

The experience that will live after the departure of someone close and loved is something very complicated, and much more if you had not foreseen. But who owns life? Only God. Only God knows the because of the things.

The first thing that happens to you by the head is not to accept the fact that has died. Do you think is a dream that will wake up tomorrow with the good news that is there, on the other side of the phone line, willing to talk with you for that don't worry more…

It is particularly distressing when someone dies and you haven't had time to embrace, time to say goodbye and to tell them how much you are loved. But thanks be to God, you feel the comfort that even though it is not the way you couldn t say that you'd do now, we already knew loved by you. You know, that although could go a long time without knowing each other, had a strong bond of love that it took you to presentirlo without even seeing him.

After accepting the fact that it is not, who has died, come the tears and many! Your heart drops to pieces, you don't know how to begin the day, it is increasingly strong pain and less understanding of the people around you because nobody can understand that no matter what we lived between the two, there is no comfort as possible.

Losing a loved one is very hard, almost daily is read and hear about the death of other people, but never thinks that one day when i arrived to be something so close and personal. There is no pain greater than that of losing a loved one, nothing more hard to find you crying every dawn without knowing how to stop the tears. Your chest is depressed and the days become increasingly slow and gray.

But the that we are Christians we know that death is not the last step to be taken. Who died is with our Lord, and from there, we will send all his peace. God will give us everything we need, that we live in the way of the Lord, we know and believe in eternal life. And that is the hope we have, that one day we will be back to see him and our meeting will be a lot nicer.

Today I understand the pain of the loss. Still can't get accepted, but little by little ful walk knowing that is seated at the table of the Lord, what great privilege, truth?

Today we can only hope that the time click what is theirs and will bring peace, because as long as it remains in our heart and mind, your gear will have only been in body. It will always be in every rose garden, in each snowflake that falls, in every drop of rain that will pose on my… he always will be.

Each time that we appoint that person sure to be watching and hoping that we will be well, that won't let us cry, as it will be in peace with God and much more with all what i love…

We will absorb cost increases the pain but also we will give you wings to fly in peace. God take care of them and of us forces in the face of adversity.

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Love gives

You don't keep the goodness or love, repartelo, turn, regalalo, but so that it is not just in it, because nothing will serve you tomorrow. We must not be selfish, leaves positive things in your walk through this life.

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- Web Blessings -

When someone tells you that blesses or "God fill you with blessings" not because our human mind always goes the same way, I win the lottery, I win the big Christmas bag, always material things.
Blessings are simple things, today it is raining it is a blessing for my plants for me because if it rains the dust settles on my balcony, on the street and it seems that you are more exposed to germs and viruses.
Water is a blessing, to grow those green beans I eat in the future, and that when you walk in my city see leafy those trees there right next to each other.
Blessing because they fill the marsh and not have water restrictions, which every day we need more and more, because we fill a thousand appliances that consume a lot, and golf courses that need cubic meters of water to turn green and about.
Blessings is the mere fact have risen and above say if nothing hurts, do not worry at all and you feel happy and in balance with yourself.
Is not it just a blessing to see and know of your own?
Knowing that your husband or your wife is there on your computer hanging a WEB page for thousands of strangers come to see photos, citations or implement reflection read that someone wrote with all the blessings of the world.
Blessing is having a roof, how many days I think of times when I was not about to have it for that big small, luxurious, expensive materials or Cheap, having a place to shelter from the water is a beautiful blessing that we all deserve but not all have.
There are many people who believe that the network is just for linking to enter dirty page to chat with strangers, for my network has been a beautiful blessing, thanks to her I have met people from a thousand places that otherwise would have been unthinkable, I have seen wonderful photographs have heard great music has filled me hours and hours of my life...
with love and above all made me feel useful.

Ian

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A new opportunity

I have had bad experiences in life, reasons to cry and suffer… but i have decided to not let myself be influenced by the past. I am far from perfection, I have made mistakes, but as a person i am unique, there is no one like me. I have the right to find love and happiness, and I will do so.
We are all entitled to a second chance. You can in your first stage sufrieses and llorases, but today it gives you a new chance in life… don't close your eyes and your heart to another option, should not live with fears taxes of the past.
Descartes not love, you can now let it matters much and think that after what we have experienced the love is no longer an option. But all of those questions and doubts you assault do not get response if you stay in your fourth rebanandote between sadness and reproaches. Only by opening your heart until you want to know where you can get being a new person.
Life is never as one wants to be, when we are confident more hurt; after a painful experience say that never again believe in love, but in the end it is not as well.
You should not lower the hands, you must follow in your search. One day you will find yourself with someone and you will be afraid to take a step forward, afraid to return to damage you, fear of failure and what people will say if you redo your life…
-Don't let fear dominate you - 
it is logical that the principle be afraid to repeat the past, but you have ability to deal with adversity, nothing can deny you the happiness that you deserve, we must all feel loved in life. You say that te left side to the first of change? So what? Nothing happens, all things can be overcome, we have the capacity to do so. All suffer from a bad drink, we suffer, but then spent page.   
Today we have a blank workbook in which we can write a new story, a new romance ... that no one will remove the smile from her face, our environment always questioning what we do or fail to do. But you, lives life without spinning backwards. Be happy, fall in love to the bones, he laughs, he sees from the life trusting that this time you will make things well and that not everything is bad. If so, don't forget that not everything is as perfect as we want, that you have to fight for our happiness.
You must believe in the second parties. Not all people are equal, we have our imperfections, nobody is really looking for a perfect person that falling in love, what we really want is to find sincere love, true love… a love that does not give rise to suspicion.
Can people that we are not perfect, but if unique, no two alike, no one thinks or acts just like you, and that is what makes the difference. We have a right to have a good love, a healthy relationship, without hidden defects. Still moving forward with these new plans that you have, because that is something that you want, you get the courage that you have within yourself, and gives way to a new stage in your life.

On Ian

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